I MISS HER SOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

March 14, 2009 by  

This dog ment everything to me. I love her so much. Everyday I see the ashes sit on the mantal and I start balling. She was perfect. She never parked bit anyone she was just AWESOME!!! I just miss her so much! I got a paw print and a chunck of her hair and I can’t look at them without balling. She was my best friend. She was a person who I could talk to when I was sad and even when I was mad. That dumd dog. That was no dumb dog. When she started to stay in my moms closet for ever I knew that it was time. I never thought that day would come. When we went to the cremation place and I saw all of the graves ov other animals I just started to cry. When I saw the hair of the dog I started to cry. When I saw my sister have the ashes in her hands I had to turn away so no one could see me cry. When my dad came in and he was even started to cry. I have never seen my dad cry because he was always a tough man. I wish I could see that white hair ball again. I wish I could feel her fer again. I MISS HER SOOOOOOOOO MUCH. She left to early. Casey you left to early. I know you are out of your pain and I know god is taking really good care of you. Make sure that you play with maggie well and don’t get to fat from great Grandma’s homemade cookies. Lol Know that we love you and that we all miss you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!:( I want to see you again. I love her so much. I MISS YOU SO MUCH!!!!!!!!!!!! I hope everyone is doing fine and remember God is taking care of us and Casey, Maggie, and Great Grandma Cookie. Grandma Cookie take good care of the dogs but don’t get them to fat.

WOW

March 13, 2009 by  

Cayse Cayse

Well, as I sit here I don’t even really know what to say. I watched Courtney blog this morning and was in awe that she could write anything. When I questioned her about it she answered it was a good way to express her feelings. What an amazing young lady!!!! As you all are aware of our family had to say good bye to an important part of our family last night, Casey Dumbdog. Dumb she was not. That little girl brought more joy and happiness to us all, she will be greatly missed. It is crazy to think of all she ment to all of us. I am not sure I could even put into words what I am feeling right now. But I do want to share with all of you how extremely proud of my children I am right now. They all were here when Casey left this world and they all were more mature than I could have ever imagined. I know each of them is greiving, we ALL are but the way they handled the situation is beyond explanation. Makes me realize how grown up they really are. It also shows me that God was with this family last night(and always). Wow, I am sure any of you reading this are thinking I have lost my mind. I am sure I have been rambling, cause I really can’t figure out what to say, so I guess I will be done. Thanks for all the love and support everyone has shown. You can’t even begin to imagine how much it means. We miss our little white puppy sooooo much!!!!! Love you Casey Casey!!! So glad you are not in pain anymore. Love to all, I will try to be more coherant next time I attempt to blog. Love, Wendy

WOW

March 13, 2009 by  

Well, as I sit here I don’t even really know what to say. I watched Courtney blog this morning and was in awe that she could write anything. When I questioned her about it she answered it was a good way to express her feelings. What an amazing young lady!!!! As you all are aware of our family had to say good bye to an important part of our family last night, Casey Dumbdog. Dumb she was not. That little girl brought more joy and happiness to us all, she will be greatly missed. It is crazy to think of all she ment to all of us. I am not sure I could even put into words what I am feeling right now. But I do want to share with all of you how extremely proud of my children I am right now. They all were here when Casey left this world and they all were more mature than I could have ever imagined. I know each of them is greiving, we ALL are but the way they handled the situation is beyond explanation. Makes me realize how grown up they really are. It also shows me that God was with this family last night(and always). Wow, I am sure any of you reading this are thinking I have lost my mind. I am sure I have been rambling, cause I really can’t figure out what to say, so I guess I will be done. Thanks for all the love and support everyone has shown. You can’t even begin to imagine how much it means. We miss our little white puppy sooooo much!!!!! Love you Casey Casey!!! So glad you are not in pain anymore. Love to all, I will try to be more coherant next time I attempt to blog. Love, Wendy

is this for real???

March 12, 2009 by  

OH this is for real…she really is gone…i cant belive it. she was an amazing dog. she never barked….wait she did when she saw grandpa phil lol that is funny. and i guess when she wanted in…oh my this house is really down right know. ok so when i was just taking my shower and getting ready for school i was thinking is this for real??? my mind says she is coming back and my heart says i will never see my little white puppy again. oh sorry i didnt think this was going to be that hard but anything about my puppy makes me cry so i think i will end that here.
Courtney

How Do You Say Good-bye

March 12, 2009 by  

As I sit here this afternoon, I am filled with so many different emotions that come from the journey called life. As Courtney already has mentioned before tonight we will be saying good-bye to one of my family’s best friends. I am not sure where I want to take this, I am not sure if I should reminisce about a lifetime of happy memories, or talk about this thing that always has been sitting in the back of my head, and comes out at these particular times. In my short 19 years of life I have been blessed to have only had one significant death in my entire family, that was back in 2004 (I hope that is right, I have such a bad memory), my Great-Grandma “Cookie” died in June and it was the hardest thing that I have ever had to go through in my entire life. To be honest sometimes I wonder why it was so hard, for the simple fact that to be honest I was never that close to Grandma Cookie, in fact there were times when I was younger that I was scared of her! Those of you in the family that are reading this are probably thinking what is the kid talking about? Grandma Cookie scary? What in the heck are you talking about? To be perfectly honest I am not sure and it is kind of beside the point. So I remember going to the hospital that day and walking up to her room. She was laying there in bed, her eyes were open. She was there surrounded by all of her loved ones that had come to say good-bye. Until that moment I did not realize how little I had really known this amazing woman. Grandma passed away later that day and I was devastated. I later realized what was so hard for me was that I never had any “real” memories with her in them. From that moment on, I decided that I was going to have those memories with the people and things I care most about in my life. Grandma taught me one final thing while she was with us, it is that no matter what we all must say good-bye at some point in our life, and we never know when that point will be. It was an interesting lesson that a fourteen year old boy learned one June day, and it is one that he has surely not forgotten. So as I go into tonight, I will be thinking of Grandma-Cookie and that lesson that she taught me, that lesson that is passed down from generation to generation, the lesson of how to say good-bye!

God Bless You Casey, and thank you for all the happiness that you have given to this family!

And God Bless You Grandma Cookie, for teaching me one of life’s most important lessons!

Love to both, and to all of you!

Brandon

I HATE THIS PART RIGHT HERE!

March 11, 2009 by  

tomorow night will be one of the hardest nights of my life. one of my best friends will be put down… when i got in trouble and felt like had no one to talk to i would have her. when i had a bad day at school i would talk to her. all the things i put her through…oh my i cant even imagine it. dressing her up, putting her in a stroller and pushing her around, carring her by the neck, these are many adventures i have gone through with casey. From the day we took her in to the vet when i found the bump…i thought was going to be the hardest. i think this is one of the hardest things to go through. i remember the news thought casey was going to be in a cast but nope…she was on medicine…i thought that was the time i cried most but nope think again tonight is. and so i hate this part right here. but we will all make through it….
I love this dog so much and will always. she always has the biggest part of my heart for a dog!
i love her.
Courtney

HEYY!

March 8, 2009 by  

heyy…ryan so i just read your post and since you were to lazy to go back and count my lols i did. HAHA. i changed it. i had 16 lols tho. i think that i just have a great sense of humor…HAHA…not. but the weather sure has droped since tuesday right know it is 24 and i have 3 softball games so that needs to rise a little bit. oh look at the time i only have 5 more minutes to blog cause then it is off to play some ball in the freezing cold. bbbbbbuuuuuuuuuurrrrrrrr. i am looking forward to it just not in the cold tho so that should be freezing. haha i hope the temp rasies. well i have no clue what to talk about for 5 more minutes so i will go and get ready for this freezing game… :( and :) haha. ok time to go.
LoVe YoU <3
Courtney

GRANDPA

March 7, 2009 by  

GRANDPA…you are confusing me…STOP lol. and to tell no i cant lend you that 45 dollars cause i spent it already so ha. jk lol i have not spent it yet lol…ok i still dont get what that means i am going to tell on you lol jk. so how is everything in casper how is my brother did he get that job. i hope so and do does god. well how is work…school is boaring and i have csaps this week just so you dont have to ask another questions it is a test where only tthe people in colorado take it cause we are sooo special lol. grades are pretty good well really good lol. but that is all for know i will check in later with you all love you and talk to you soon.

to answer grandpas questions

March 7, 2009 by  

ok so grandpa commented me and had like 4 questions
1.) was that wellington a long bus ride?
yes it is. like the longest i have been on for a volleyball game.
2.) What does ta stand for?
grandpa so smart lol. yes teacher aide lol.
3.) and what does terminated mean.
That the teacher is a big meanie and so i am done singing i think my friend and i are going to sing a song for the talent show tho so that should be fun.
ok sorry grandpa i guess it was only 3 questions but same diff. lol. ok so i was suppose to have softball today like 3 games but i guess it is suppose to snow but it looks nice out but it is kind of cold and tomorrow is suppose to be warmer so i guess it was for the best. yesterday at volleyball we scrimmaged the 7th graders and i am on jv and we won and varsity lost one game and won one game so i think we are better than them cause we played 2 games and won so beat that varsity. i kind of like playing jv for volleyball cause you dont have that much pressure on you so that is the cool thing about jv! well i babysitted last night made $45 maybe i will spend that today lol. it went pretty good. well i have no clue what to talk about so love you all and have an amazing day!
Courtney

It is me again

March 6, 2009 by  

Well, all is well here in Fort Collins. We are a little sad that our Big B has moved beck to Casper, but know it is for the best! We all wish you well Branman,but miss you very much already. Nate is much the same. He has a bad case of senioritess, but we went through that with B too! He is planning on wrestling in nationals in Denver the end of this month we are very excited that he has not givin up, cause we all know what a great wrestler he is. Courtney is busy with volleyball at the school, she does great, don’t let her fool you. But I know her first love is me, oh wait I mean softball. Keegan is working hard at his next season which is baseball. Can’t wait to see what that little munchkin will do in the future, he is such a natural athlete. Well Tony and I are the same, just trying to keep our heads above water. Who would have thunck it would be this crazy! Well I guess that is all for now, cause I have to go get ready for a fundraiser for Keegan’s baseball team. Love you all and hope all is well!!!!! Love the almost forty year old.

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